The light in the darkness is a glimmer of hope,
Something we all look for in the end.
Making the trip easy on this downward slope,
Just following the pulse of the scend.
The light dwindling slowly fades away,
And with it that feeling we all desire.
The pulse continues, a gentle sway,
This euphoria taking me higher.
Thump thump, thump thump
The pulse slows and the room grows dark.
Thump thump, thump thump
This love has left it's mark.
The air is getting thicker,
The light darker.
It has become all but a flicker,
I need to try to hang on a little harder.
Thump thump, thump thump
I... I don't know what to say
Thump thump, thump..............
Some times I wake up at night thinking about what went wrong,
Thinking about you and me wondering why do I even try.
You and me we coulda been together all along,
But I knew all I could do is hurt ya, yeah make you cry.
The memories I have of you is all I have to hold,
You never knew what you meant to me and why it hurts.
I never thought I could be anything to you, them feelings, they're old.
Do you even remember the way we use to flirt?
I use to have a great big heart,
Why else would I stay up all night with you on the phone.
Its hard to say but I guess you already knew this from the start,
At the end of the day I'm still all alone.
My words
The pain
I'll never look back,
I'll forget your face.
I'll flip on my favorite track,
And I'll be in a better place!
Just to forget the pain.
You tried so hard to be someone else,
Trying to please someone you thought you loved.
You forgot how to be yourself,
that's nothing to be proud of!
Just to forget the pain.
You cried so hard into the night,
It looks like ill be dancing in the rain.
I know it doesn't seem right,
Just to forget the pain.
Some nights I wake up and I don't know why,
I wonder why it all went down the drain.
I stay up wondering why I even try,
To ignore this thing they call pain.
Passion's cruel counter part smiles at me,
It blesses me with these feelings I have never felt.
I wish I that you would only stop and see,
This place in which my feeling have dwelt.
It grows dark for reasons unknown,
Here it lays gnarled and green.
This thing that beats for you and you alone,
But for some reason you have never seen.
I know it sounds as if I had not tried,
And maybe I believe it to.
I feel this love for you has all but died,
And there is nothing more I can do.
Though I say there is nothing in my heart,
I would truly be lying to even myself and you.
These feeling are confusing I don't know where to start,
I wish I knew wh
The days go by and I don't know why,
I try to change who I am today.
Please tell me why I even try,
You know I'm happy this way.
It's Just the way I am.
You know I've been this way,
And I'm not gonna stop.
I'm happy just the way I am,
And you know I'm happy to stay.
It's Just the way I am.
Despite all the trouble in this life,
I find happiness in the little things.
I don't have to put up with all the strife,
No ones pulling my stings.
It's just the way I am.
So live for today,
Like everything is okay.
Look into her eyes and say,
What a wonderful day.
It's just the way I am.
I don't wanna try to be someone else,
I'm here for me and you.
On the outside looking in. by codyc9449, literature
Literature
On the outside looking in.
He sets alone for hours on end,
Always feeling like the one thats looking in.
He never knows what's around the bend,
But he knows this ice is getting thin.
Just on the outside looking in.
Some call him as awesome as they come,
But you gotta stop and look on the other hand.
Always of marching to the beat of the drum,
Feeling like a grain of sand.
Just on the outside looking in.
You know every second feels like an hour,
Time ticking by and all he thinks about is love.
The time goes by and wilts the flower,
Just anther adversity to rise above.
Just on the outside looking in.
He wonders how he should feel,
Alone, happy, or sad.
These feeling s
The light in the darkness is a glimmer of hope,
Something we all look for in the end.
Making the trip easy on this downward slope,
Just following the pulse of the scend.
The light dwindling slowly fades away,
And with it that feeling we all desire.
The pulse continues, a gentle sway,
This euphoria taking me higher.
Thump thump, thump thump
The pulse slows and the room grows dark.
Thump thump, thump thump
This love has left it's mark.
The air is getting thicker,
The light darker.
It has become all but a flicker,
I need to try to hang on a little harder.
Thump thump, thump thump
I... I don't know what to say
Thump thump, thump..............
Well my name is Cody cooper, I'm 20 years old and currently pursuing my goal of a media studies major at Lindsey Wilson college. I hope to have a job I can enjoy one day but, I just wanna make ends meet by the time my bills come in. I like this website because it is the purest form of express. You can be judged, accepted, loved, and so much more here. I like to vent through poems about my on going battle with depression and I like to make visual art because it allows me to create within a given space freely. So much help comes from this site.
Favourite Visual Artist
N/A I like everyone's art
Favourite Movies
Star Wars dahh
Favourite TV Shows
Defiance
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Mushroomhead, deadmau5, ellie golding, disturbed, slip knot, and some classical piano/ soundtrack music.
Favourite Books
Anything halo
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe
Favourite Games
Halo, defiance, Star Wars the old republic, Star Wars knights of the old republic.
When I try to stand on my own two feet
I find that it's a steady but fast drop.
But when I look at you my sweet
I feel my heart all but stop.
The sky is the limit as they would say
But with you it's only the beginning.
In your arms is the only place I desire to stay
Here, now, and when the world is ending.
Though I may have not found that which I desire,
I know you are there my budding rose.
This search is long but I shall not tire,
Where it is this search will go is an answer nobody knows.
If I am to be yours and you to be mine,
Then let it be known that my heart beats for you.
Let this ballad stand the test of time,
As I know only our l
The Fade (German)
es ist traurig zu sehen, dieses Gefühl Fade
das Gefühl der Wärme, die Liebe, Leidenschaft
langsam mit dem Tod des Mitgefühls verblassen
und doch wollen Sie das Gefühl, die Notwendigkeit
Sie wollen Liebe fühlen
Ihr Herz schlägt für ihr
schlägt Dein Herz für mich?
aber die Leidenschaft ist gestorben
Toten für jetzt
tot für nichts
tot wie die Leidenschaft
tot für alles, was Sie wissen
am Ende haben wir zusammen sind
und gemeinsam werden wir bleiben
Toten für jetzt
tot für nichts
tot wie die Leidenschaft
tot für alles, was Sie wissen
bis dass d
Hello world,
I'm just a nerdy gamer who likes art. I make all sorts of things, from landscape to characters ill doodle it. Shot me some ideas ill see what I can do